urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:oh_snapples <|3 <|3 2005-08-18T16:32:21Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:oh_snapples:1054 2005-08-18T16:30:16Z 2005-08-18T16:32:21Z The Used- Hard to Say My summer end on September 6th. <b>::</b>le sigh<b>::</b> I think my summer was pretty good I guess. I did get to spend most of my time with the one I <b>love</b>. :D I can't believe Felipe and I are still together. It's great and swell. (haha I used the word "swell," I am quite silly.) We've lasted 9 months and 4 days. This might be my longest relationship, well I sure hope so. <br /><br />One thing that has been making me feel so giddy is the when I see him, he has this cute happy smile. I think to myself, am I the one making him smile? It feels nice to see someone actually be happy to see me. <br /><br />Kat is still in my life. I hate it. I want her out. I don't want to hear about anymore. I've been as nice as I can. I hate having to be mean, I really do. :\ I've told her to stop calling my cell but she won't. She's been sent to a group but I know I will hear from her soon. (Wow, after reading what I just wrote about Kat, I made it sound like I dated her haha) <br /><br />Well, gotta go and finishing getting ready before the mother arrives. Good day to you. Adieu. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:oh_snapples:888 2005-04-02T08:49:06Z 2005-04-02T08:55:43Z Death Cab for a Cutie- Transatlanticism I don't understand why I don't feel sleepy. Why can't it be so simple to just fall asleep. It's so <b>frustrating</b>. Maybe its the thinking. Argh, I <b>hate</b> it. I want to just clear my mind, delete <b>every</b> pessimistic thought in my head. I hate to feel like I'm alone. I don't know who to talk to anymore. I feel like my friendships are slowly fading away. Soon enough I'll barely see any of my friends because we'll all be going to different colleges. And my old friends. Oh, how I miss them. I wish I could hang out with some of them like old times. It would be nice. I hate losing friends, especially the ones I actually loved and still love.<br /><br /><font color="red">narcOtic sKanK:</font> our friendship isn't the same like the past right?<br /><font color="blue">CerebrumShock65:</font> yea<br /><font color="red">narcOtic sKanK:</font> you don't consider me a close friend right?<br /><font color="blue">CerebrumShock65:</font> well would u consider us to be close?<br /><font color="red">narcOtic sKanK:</font> well i'm asking you that<br /><font color="blue">CerebrumShock65:</font> well i wanna know wha u think<br /><font color="red">narcOtic sKanK:</font> thats the thing, i really don;t know<br /><font color="blue">CerebrumShock65:</font> well i trusted u up until the point u mentioned something i told u not 2<br /><font color="red">narcOtic sKanK:</font> ?<br /><font color="blue">CerebrumShock65:</font> notin, nvm<br /><br /><br />I'm so sorry, Morris. It hurts to know that you lost trust in me.<br /><br />I've been listening to this song over and over and over. I <b>love</b> it. <br />Well, I'm off to stare at the lovely ceiling.<br />adieu. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:oh_snapples:732 2005-01-23T10:29:33Z 2005-01-23T10:43:30Z hometown hero- eighteen <center><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v11/narcoticskank/sleeplessness.jpg"><br /><br /><b>sleep·less</b><br />adj.<br /> <br /> 1. Marked by a lack of sleep: a sleepless night.<br /> 2. Unable to sleep.</center><br /><br /><br />O_O i wish i had a pill that could knock me out cold. but <u>not only</u> for one night. i want to dream. dreams have meaning and are unoridinary. sadness and fright may occur in dreams but to me it seems i have more happiness in my dreams. <br /><br /><br /><br />it seems impossible but i want to dream <b>forever</b>.